Well its finals week and I am sure thousands of students feel the same way I do. I have taken 7 test and still have at least three more to go. I am in my last year of collage and ready to move on if they will let me. I struggle with taking tests and have often had to talk to teachers about helping me out in the class to pass. For the first time in my whole schooling life time i failed a class. I feel so stupid and Im sure i will beat my self up for the next few months over it. I worked so hard in this class. i had study groups, teaching others, hours on my own, and many other ways to cram all this stuff in my head. Some how i failed. I cant talk to a the teacher because he, "really cant help." wow I feel like scum and don't know if a whole tub of delicious chocolate ice cream will sooth me down.
I keep telling my self keep going and you will make. I think I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel just hope its not a train reck. So here I go another semester of pulling hair and tiers. wish me luck. I am really needing it!
