okay well the christmas tree is down. How depressing really. I felt that I never really got to enjoy the Christmas season. I totally felt like I missed it this year. My husband and I are still trying to scrape by with money and still looking for some type of car to get to and from school. Homework is pilling up and deadlines are coming. I feel a little stress right now. I have to get through this last year. I have to. I cant wait to graduate and get on with my life. I often wonder what it will be like when I graduate. I have been going to school my whole life. What am I going to do with my self after.
I am looking forward to the changes but terrified to take this huge step in life. Someone told me today that it must feel great to know that your graduating so soon. But I said I have not felt that great yet still wondering when it will hit me.
I have been going through school for five years and still have about two semesters left. So close but I feel like its so far away. I am not one that gets A's on every assignment/ Class. I have had to take extra classes on the side plus allot of extra time spent in any assignment. I am constantly struggling to get through every class I take.
college was never been easy and I felt that I had to go through allot more crap than other people had to go through just to get a passing grade. I hope this all pays off one day! My piggy bank in life is not looking so good.
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